From deep inside the belly of the beast...

Ok guys, lemme explain something....Our computer was so completely overloaded with spyware that we had to wipe out our hard drive and start over.  My mom blamed Xanga for the spyware and permanently grounded me AND my sister from it.  Many people have told me that the spyware was NOT from xanga...oh well, even if its not,...we're STILL grounded from it.  The only reason I am able to even narrate these tragic events to you, is because I am writing to you from some one elses computer.  That's right, I'm at the house of the subject of more than most of my entries. 

And now that I have the power to write on here again...i havent the slightest Idea of what to say......Im kinda tired, so i can't really think of anything random or funny/witty to say....ummmm

Turns out, even if someone SAYS they'll watch a movie with you that they didnt want to...you're STILL have to watch a chick flick of their choosing with THEM....it SUCKS! 

Work sucks too....not MY job...im still a moochin bum....HER job....the ONLY reason she won't quit is to help someone who works by herself...Is that not so sweet of her....She does SO much for others, and hardly anything for herself, and because of that she is so stressed out and Im not sure how to help her.  I'd do ANYTHING for her, but she's so selfless that she almost won't LET me help her.  Any ideas???

I guess i have a lot of "entrying" out of my system.  holla back!!!!

I'll never say that again....

That's My Story

She loves me!...She loves me not...She LOVES me!...she loves me not...SHE LOVES ME!!!!....

Thank you God!

Love is Patient and kind.  Love is not jealous, it does not brag, and it is not proud.  Love is not rude, is not selfish, and does not get upset with others.  Love does not count up wrongs that have been done.  Love is not happy with evil but is happy with the truth.  Love patiently accepts all things.  It always trusts, always hopes, and always remains strong. 
1 Corinthians 13:4-7

God works in such Mysterious ways.  He has blessed me with SOOO MUCH.  the BEST girlfriend in the world, a great family, a great church family, the chance to be able to babtize my sister, the realization that he HAS been speaking to me and i just haven't been listening, a great place like LCCC...C to encourage, change, have fun, and to recharge, a great home, a mom who is willing to let me see my girlfriend so often, and her mom who is also wonderful, the fact that I'm not "most guys", and the ever popular "second" chance that He gives to us no matter how many times we use it.  Camp this year was Amazing...and I'm grateful that I was there to experience it all...for the fear of leaving something out, im not going to recite the whole week to my fans...plus, she was there anyways.  I am so glad that Me and Lizz are together...i dont know anyone else who would put up with me the way she does...I heart you LIZZIE!  Can't wait to see you tomorrow!!!

That's my Story

I have been waiting for this day for a LONG time....ok, so Maybe I've been waiting for TOMORROW for a LONG time, but the day before camp is always great...Ya know, packing everything up, seein how much CRAP you can fit in ONE bag, How many things you can try to remember that you forgot last year, trying everything on to make sure it still fits, moving everything in your bathroom shelf into a bag, and trying to talk to everyone going to see what THEY'RE bringing.  This year is gonna be awesome!

That's My Story

Life is so uneventful with you gone.

This place was never the same again
After you came and went
How can you say you meant anything different
To anyone standing alone
On the street with a cigarette
On the first night we met

Look to the past
And remember and smile.
And maybe tonight
I can breathe for awhile.
I'm not in the scene
I think I'm fallin' asleep
But then all that it means is
I'll always be dreaming of you.
   Blink 182, Feelin' This